October 2010
32 posts
Just a thought...
People keep calling to ask about my brother…
Most of them don’t let me do any talking.
What should I answer when they start talking about how much they’re praying and expecting a miracle and god this and god that???
I remain silent, wait for them to finish, and when I get too quiet they say their goodbyes…
I think that people who are calling me like the sound of their...
let's party!
There’s a career that I would suck at: Event planner.
Whenever I invite people over… no one comes. I’ve tried my luck at organizing events with Facebook’s aid, but still the people I invite will click Maybe, No, or they’ll never reply…
I remember when I discovered this… I was turning 15 and I invited everyone at school to come to my party. Only 5 loyal...
New story... true one at that...
My older brother fell out a window
Or jumped out a window
Or was thrown out a window…
The building must have been tall
For his hands are broken
His arms are broken
His legs are broken
His feet are broken
Even his spine is broken
I have no idea whatsoever of what truly happened
And I’ve been lying all day when people ask me what happened…
I’m gonna be appearing...
Is it purple or is this the drugs?
I guess it’s purple drugs…
I like the way that looks like an ice cream cone on its side… like someone left an ice cream cone on the table for me… I like when my followers send me ice cream!
<3 <3 <3
Ice cream cones for all!
Sometimes
Sometimes I’m all weird, and fluffy and I love people, and seem happy and smile…
Sometimes I’m all broken, and sad, and feel lonely, and unworthy, not good enough, and tearlessly cry…
Sometimes I want to be normal, and have a boyfriend and friends, and a life…
Sometimes I just fucking hate it all, and want myself and everybody to die…
Sometimes I’m all...
Reading reader
I like the way my reader reads… It sounds like a machine… it gives text no human emotion, no pauses for effect… it doesn’t give text the feel of having it being said or spoken by a human… I understand human language and expression better when I let my reader read it to me… When human text is dehumanized… then I get it…
get it.
...
So I was on the phone...
I was on the phone, talking with my friend when suddenly I heard shots. More than ten shots and a woman screaming as if someone had been killed… I threw myself on the floor and started screaming silently “cabron! cabron! cabron! cabron!”
I don’t really know what happened because I was inside… But the shots were so loud, and the smell of gunpowder filled my entire...
The other link wasn't so good... →
Another live feed of the Chilean miners rescue.
Watching the live feed of the Chilean Miners... →
and I just saw a Coca Cola ad placement…
Last night's dream...
I had an awesome dream last night.
But, it was a very sad dream…
I dreamed I was in a trailer near the beach. There were others near. I was hungry and all I had was two packages of bacon. I found an electric griddle, so I lit it up and started crisping up some bacon strips..
I started feeling anxious because I thought the others were going to take my bacon, so I did the whole...
jccarter1 asked: Oh, you should really quit your job spend your time watching Dexter! It's amazing, but you would have to start with season 1. It's on season 5 right now.
Just a thought...
Every time I hear my mom preaching
and telling people what to do
because “God told her so”
I become more of a non believer…
Oh Geezus!
I'd be lying.
I wish I could say I hate you
but I’d be lying…
I know that even being as mad as I am
it’d be a lie
If I wish you’d die
or if I wish you the worst of fates
I’d be lying
If I insulted you or called you names
if I say you’re a worthless piece of shit
if I say you’re the worst thing that’s come across my path…
I’d be lying…
...
I kept myself...
from coming online last night. I was too fucking drunk and was really close to wanting to tell mostly unimportant people in Facebook that I loved them. I tried to keep from using my phone too, but I did text some drunken love to the guys who were hanging out with me…
I love alcohol… I makes me feel human!
